:'(

once more, u broke my heart. maybe u not notice it but me.

why is the feeling come? but seriously its hurt, really hurt.

#da makin banyak rival sekarang. hahahaha.
Ya Allah, kuatkanlah aku. ini baru sikit, kenapa kau dah terjatuh ?
Yess friend, I need to let him go before i'm being more hurt.

D.I.A

I try t remove, but I cant. sorry. but please, just ignore it.

Cant stop .

heyyy, every time I look at you, everytime I will fall for you.
try to remove it but its hurt, its difficult :(

And when you smile, the whole world stop and stares for a while. cause you are amazing, just the way you are.

hahai
dah lame xupdate blog kan? i m kind of busy for this sem, rase macam xboleh bernafas pun ade. xde waktu nak rehat punn.
sampaikan housemate akan pelik kalau aq ade kat rumahh, haa nampakkan kadar kekerapan aq kat rumah macaman? hehehe. mmg aq suke duduk KBM tu lame2 -.-"

lately dah kurang sikit event sebab lgpun dah nak retire dari segala jenis organisasi yang ade kat sini. hahaha seriusly penat. sangat penat.

tapi lg penat hati ni kecewa. kenape ek ? eehhh kau Adam sekalian, kalau xade perasaan sayang or cinta kat perempuan tu bolehh x tolong jangan bagi harapan?? penat lahhh macam ni.
penat nak jage hati, penat nak tawar hati, penat nak berharap, penat nak tunggu. haihhh penat lah senang kate. sampai kadang2 aq decide yang aq xnak kahwin. sebab aq nak buktikan " heyyy this lady can life without a man ! " okay macam tu sekali kan. nak wat camane kan? kepercayaan kat lelaki dah semakin menipis.
okay u know what, tahap kepercayaan aq kat lelaki same lah tahap kepercayaan aq kat safety jacket !  nak tau camane aq percaya x kat safety jacket tu tanyelahh kawan aq yang same nak lemas time kitorang naik banana boat ritu. okay, sejak tu aq xpenah percaye benda alah tu even dye  material dye berkualiti tinggi. its same like a man. we see them as our protecter, we can rely on them, and we know that they will safe us. ohhhhhh itu hanye luaran ok. thats my opinion. different people, different opinion. ehhh emosi pulak kan?

sometimes me myself could not understand what am i feel. it been 2 years, do not know the feeling of that love is like a friend or more than that. Lately u give me a hope, like seriously i m happy . tp xtau lah kau pun rase benda yang same ke tak. susah nak bace hati orang ni. tambah pulak kau mmg hati keras. aq xnak berharap sangat and thats why i want to remove it. biarlah sikit aq buang rase tu. biar aq buang sekarang so that by that time i will not really shocked. at least hati aq da ready. coz i know, u are not for me. tapi actually aq masih lg berharap ;)