itsHard. tooHard.

salam..
sebenanye tadi nak post pasal my friends kat sini. their achievement, tapi terbantut pulak sebab hati aq tengah tak senang. semalam bukan main bunge2 ni terus jadi xsenang pahal pulak kan ?
hahaha. sat lagi hati aq da ok aq post eh pasal korang :) hehehe

just now, i got a call. from my friends, ask me to replace her in Pencalonan MPP.
she is not in good condition of health. kesian dye sem lepas banyak betul keje, dah xlarat agaknye.
Tell me, sape yang xnak dapat jawatan tinggi2 weh ? sape ? semua orang nak. including me..
at first, memang nak, tapi bile pikir2 balik..its too big for me. Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar.
very BIG. even time MEBA aq dah kalah, ni lagi MPP. nampak kan aq loooooosserrr kat situ#  haissssshhhh -.-"
i need to be straightforward here. bukan nak menunjuk, hanye nak meluahkan.
seriously, aq tengah xde semangat sekarang ni. Maybe orang lain akan melompat-lompat kegembiraan bile dapat offer camni kan? *erk ! hiperbola kot#
tapi aq xtau ape aq rase, mungkin semangat tu dah hilang kot time pencalonan Meba tu. I feel loss and lost !
to be honest, i am such a fucking looser. First, I not like a Competition and second, I am afraid for being loss. teruk kan ? but thats me. heyyy, ade ke orang yang suke bile dye kalah ?? tell me.
ntah la,  Meba tu bagi effect kuat sangat kat aq kot sampai semangat untuk bertanding dah xde. Langsung TAKDE !.

when I think wisely, why not I start from the bottom ? be a follower. my friend Syud said. "i need to be a good follower b4 i can be a good leader ". thats right.

I not have any experience yet. boleh ke aq ? syud jugak kate, kalau xmenang pun still dapat jadi biro. follower jugak lah tu. hehehe

its get bother me. tapi even dulu aq kalah tapi still ade orang percayakan aq. Thanks ae Farah :)

setiap benda berlaku ade hikmahnye. kite je yang belum nampak.

thanks kawan2 yang bagi opinion n advice. appreciate it much :)

friends, u still support me even in what condition I am kan :')

ermmmm.. I need my Spirit right now. Hey u, kenape kejap ade, kejap xde eh ?